tonight

going home in 2 days....
that's it 2 days
trying to take a quiz tomorrow
and leave Tuesday morning
i'm just not sure what to
think right now...
better act right tomorrow...

everything

i am a bad student
i am not doing so well in school
but i am not unhappy
i am motivated to try to be a better student
i have a test tomorrow
and i'm going to ace it.
and i have a quiz today and i am going to try to ace it
but i was sick all last week so i will do what i can
i just had a short sleep, but it was the best sleep of my life
and now i'm awake
and ready to face the day!

this is him...

DHS

Today despite my perpetual self induced fatigue
I wrote an essay based on Plato's Allegory of the Cave, and The Similie of the Line
I came away with a few conclusions:

1) Reject the image filled reality we have been force fed since birth
2) Happiness is based on fullfillement.
3) An image based reality leads people to believe that fullfillment is found by amassing more "things"
4) Conclusion #3 causes people to have an empty, shallow, hollow idea of happiness.
5) Society is constantly lying to you.
6) I have no idea how to stop myself from rejecting a false reality.

After all of this, I realized that the only reason I am in college, is so that i can chase after a false idea happiness and fullfillment and consquently the only way I reached the conclusions (when i did) was because I was in college.
The irony is numbing.

tired

i am counting down until i leave for the charles
even though i'm crazy nervous about going
i can't find the energy to do anything well
but i'm happy
just tired

Hey look mom...I've still got a little religion left in me! 

and this is Rhea being a llama! 

More Kappa DeDappa 

This is Rhea Kappa. aka. Kappa DeDappa.  

This is a t-shirt quilt that Kappa is making for her boyfriend. It's almost done and she did it all herself... 

This is Steve and Leeanne, I just thought that this was a sweet picture.... 

We cooked pasta with gravy (like spagetti sauce) and chicken cutlets instead of eating Gilman. It was great! It made Meredith really happy! 

This is Keith, who looks just like Mark Hemphill all grown up! 

and this is cody...i'll get a better picture soon...! 

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floating down a river named emotion
will i make it back to shore
or drift into the unknown
-incubus

and here 

This is Adam, he's like 6'6!  

Ashely, she's from Medina, OH. Ain't she pretty? 

Dana, she's from Jersey like Meg...she's a coxswain for our team! 

Meredith.. also from Maine...she's a rower!